Ahad, 4 Julai 2010

I lied to myself..~

I'm the one yg pandai berpura2...feel like nothing happen..tp at the same time,dlm hati..cuma Tuhan saja yg tau...
so,I lied to myself again at this time..huu sapa tau,si kecil molek yg keje sbgai PR di UPM ni..sebenarnya sdg menanggung a very hurt feeling inside...
owh..sebenarnya,saya sgt sakit bila org asyik tnye hal yg sama...assume like i'm a loser?oh no!=(
I lied kalau x ckp menyesal...menyesal tue mmg ada...sedih pun ada..sakit jiwa pun ada...
saya nie x berguna ke?
sy mmg kadang2 tak tau buat keputusan...tp,kali nie,sgguh xtau nak buat ape2...sbb da xboleh nak pikir ape2,i just let it go away...walaupun itu yg mmg dihajati stlh sekian lama...
jd,pada kwn2 yg sentiasa nak tau perkembangan diri sy..i'm so sorry if i'm not answering ur call..and reply any message(yg berkaitan..)
Y?
Cuz i'm facing a very difficult situation right now...plz don't ask me..i feel really pain n hurt.......tolong sgt.....

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